Saturday, 27 February 2010

NAM does Paris

...... and we battled through the immigration at Heathrow.

Enjoying the joy of Duty Free window shopping, NAM and I lost track of time. In seconds, we flew gate A10 and just caught the last moments of boarding (in fact, we nearly missed the bus that would take us to BA306 plane stationed somewhere rather far, far, far away from Terminal 5). It was a poise-damaging, adrenalin-inducing event, where we huffed and puffed for air like crazy as we boarded the transport.

I blame the inconsistencies of Eurostar these past weeks. This could have been averted if Eurostar services were back to near normal just like before. Flying to Paris is too much of a hassle when in fact, you can avoid all these flying pre-requisites by crossing the English channel by train. It could have been a lot easier to take the Metro from Gare du Nord instead of trying to decipher confusing instructions from Information Desk personnel at CDG airport (Charles de Gaulle).

NAM is struggling to feel that charm and allurement the city usually affords but Paris for me is still the same. It is still serving ludicrously expensive food. We went to this Mandarin Resto (like that of eat-all-you-can resto in Chinatown - London) near the Hotel and thought, we were ripped off by the poor quality of food unjustified by its price and iniquitous enough that we've felt robbed of living rightly.

Solution:

**We went to Leader Price and did some food shopping!



Friday, 26 February 2010

Raf Shaki part trois

Finally!


Shakira & Rafael Nadal - Gypsy 「Official Video」
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NAM does London







NAM starts his first leg of Euro-tour in London.
He has 36 hours to do so.

Raf Shaki part deux

I have seen the new video of Shakira with Nadal (Gypsy) and it is sizzlin', smokin' HOT.


THEY KISSED!!!!!!!


Now, where do I find this new video that allows me to embed it!


Too much hardwork (sigh!).

Thursday, 25 February 2010

i-n-s-p-i-r-i-n-g



How do you spell "inspiring"?

My new blogs will have a sleek, aluminium blastoff.

Crazeeeeeeeee.

Seats

Where would you plonk your bottom if you have two seats left in the middle and you have people occupying both ends? How do you process that thought?



a. choose the least dodgy of the two nonchalant souls (or normal - your judgment at least)

b. check the seats (a clean seat is a good sign)

c. the nearest to you and the exit

d. seat with a better view

e. other (not-so-sound, psychologically imbalanced reasons)

My neurosis is god-awful!

aeroporto

I slept late watching "The Last Emperor" and woke up early caused by that blasted missed call. NAM is lucky I'm up this early to pick him up.

It's just over five months since I was in the company of NAM. It was in California on his own turf and now, it's my turn to show him my joy and pride - London. In a couple of hours, he'll have a taste of British winter that has been unusually arctic; totally different from his living conditions back in California. I just hope he brought a thick garment with him.

This is just another day for most of the working souls but this is NAM's first day on a european soil. The tube is buzzing with frantic people who are either late for work or those with luggage - apprehensive of not missing their flights. I am on the other hand, just waiting patiently, pensively, for the tube to arrive in a packed platform. Piccadilly line is the only designated tube transport to the airport (not true - you can take Heathrow Express which takes 15 minutes to central London but expensive). I'd say this line is the most multicultural of all for obvious reasons. Funny how a tube map is reproduced in many languages like the Korean couple across me perusing a map with characters and I must say, I find it artistic.



His flight's expected at 10:58 from the arrival monitors. NAM has landed by now and must be making his way along the endless queue at the immigration. I wonder how he feels at this moment. He is a complex persona that only the very few could untangle the knots without reaping his wrath. I'm sure he is happy but I already imagine what he'd say about his travel.



I have time for coffee, a croissant and a narrative blog. I seldom get to do one (blog) at the airport so let's see if this bitter coffee does the trick; wake me up and wake my brain cells to ardent rousing.



NAM just phoned. "I need to sleep. I haven't slept at all. I'm at immigration" he retorted. "How long is the queue?" I asked. He replied, "48 years".

Wednesday, 24 February 2010

goodies

NAM is arriving tomorrow and like a "primadonna" (in a tolerable way) that he is, sends me a list of his demands.



What's in a grocery bag:

a rubbing alcohol
packs of juices in different flavours
risotto
king prawn
parmigiano
bread
eggs
bagel
jam, peanut butter and choco spread

I wonder if he remembered to pack my one and only request: REESE's

unyielding



I can photograph the "London Eye" in any angle but every single time I attempt to do just that... it affords new refulgent experience and understanding of the iconic structure; always a fresh look at my London.

techie

My colleague has "glooped" me.






It is amazing how technology has a firm grip of this new age. I'm sure, there is a downside to it.

Monday, 22 February 2010

when you're not winning.....



... do the Swimsuit Illustrated pose.

buy time


(semifinals - Londonpaper)

I took this photo nearly over a year ago.
I really want to be take up photography as a hobby but.....

yelp



At my age, being a student is strange. Although I am not a full time student in this Masters Programme, I find myself in the same predicament as some students who fret wildly and exaggeratingly about presentations and deadlines. This is the same case for me as two modules are due for summative assessments in the coming weeks.




Although it is unusual of me to sit in front of University library and PAWS room, I find myself frequenting the venue for accessing the relevant resources to my learning. It is however halfheartedly done as majority of essays are not even within conceptualising stage. It is far from that notch that it causes enough anxiety already. All I have is the idea that I'd find a relevant source of motivation to work on it nearer the date of submission.

All I am doing right now is trying to avoid humiliation of not being able to share thoughts on seminar workshops during classroom dynamics. This is forced upon by peers who can easily articulate that sense of readiness about the subjects and can make necessary intimidation when you're not pulling some weight on discussions.

I fully understand that I have a long way to go with satisfying the needs and expectations that beset my status in this undertaking. By the end of April, I wonder if it (cramming to finish all assignments) equates to tears and overwhelming outpour of anxiety. I need a nudge from motivation and desire.

...Or a punch in the face if nudge doesn't suffice the awakening.

Sunday, 21 February 2010

focus, focus, focus

It is nearly 10 pm and I am still engrossed or more like, pestered by these readings for tomorrow's lecture: correlations, quantitative and qualitative statistics, CHI square, distribution and hypotheses, mann whitney tests, error and power, mapping territory etc.

But distractions prove to be more enticing than the volumes of readings laid out in front of me.

BAFTA is one of them.



Carey Mulligan, Colin Firth and The Hurt Locker just won Best Actress, Best Actor and Best Picture awards respectively

Vanessa Redgrave - honoured the "Fellowship" Bafta

V.W.




I think it is safe to say that my most favorite female player is the older Williams.

working Sunday




I overslept yet again.

With that, it means toiling the Sunday night away with papers; tonnes of paper works to do.

Damn the forefathers of education!

Saturday, 20 February 2010

push the button



“I think Jesus was a compassionate, super-intelligent gay man who understood human problems. On the cross, he forgave the people who crucified him. Jesus wanted us to be loving and forgiving. I don’t know what makes people so cruel. Try being a gay woman in the Middle East — you’re as good as dead.”

OH, ELTON......!

A beautiful day







Anish Kapoor

I thought I'd share this article I wrote last year.

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I am going to this exhibition with an empty stomach and a developing varicosity. Anish Kapoor's London exhibition is drawing a mile long queue that a sandwich and a portable ottoman could have been perfect company. Perhaps coming on a Saturday doesn't really help as the flock of art enthusiasts crowd the Annenberg courtyard of the Royal Academy of Arts forming a looping line. This exhibition is from the 26th of December until the 11th of December occupying the main galleries of the Academy.

To while the time of waiting, you have the glistening spheres, Tall Tree and The Eye (2009) that's made of steel balls and carbon steel to warp away boredom. I heard a French accent in the outset explaining his take on the sculpture: "This is like a mirror to architectural soul". With the mirror-polished spheres, it disorientates and distorts images challenging the notion of space and forms. An hour later, I'm only halfway the box-office.

Tall Tree and The Eye



Anish Kapoor, the Premio Duemila and Turner Prize awardee, has gained international acclaim as one of the most influential and significant artists of his generation. At the Academy, he is exhibiting a wide-ranging body of works from his early pigment pieces to new sculptures. In this exhibition, his materials include pigments, stainless steel, plaster, fibreglass, wax and oil- based paint. Opening the collection is the Hive (2009) which occupies the front gallery with its huge bent steel trying to confront, enclose and make one uncomfortable with its imposing structure.

In conversation with Homi K. Bhabra in 1998, Anish Kapoor mentioned that it's his role as an artist to bring expression but not to be expressive. Discernibly, it is amazing how the young and old engage themselves with the pieces. The Non-objects (2008-09) collection creates a playful optical illusion drawing smiles from all ages. The trickery created by varying forms and formlessness warrants a second look (or more) like that of Yellow (1999) and When I Am Pregnant (1992). A man next to me mumbled, "It hurts my eyes trying to follow the curves and to maintain focus". The Slug (2009) is an interesting piece brandishing tension between desire and repulsion while Greyman Cries, Shaman Dies, Billowing Smoke, Beauty Evoked (2008-09) is a group of collections depicting ruins and architectural foundation.

The magnitude of Svayambh (2007) is impressive as it covers five galleries of the rear enfilade at the Royal Academy. The vast block of red wax moves languidly, almost imperceptibly, along tracks. The soft and hard concepts as well as the assault to the senses are evident. It tenders many associations in meanings; innumerable interpretations.



The rest of the collections follow a thematic scheme. Looking at most of the items on display, it affords a strong sense of distortion and clarity; affectation and guilelessness. Also, it is a celebration of theatrical extravaganza verging into ambivalence of conveyed meanings. It caters to personal evocation and overt interaction, something that most galleries do not necessarily afford people of varying ages.

This experience is personal.

A'ight! Gold it is..

I pledged my allegiance to the Queen during my oath and promised to embrace the culture that embodies British living. Thus, Amy Williams winning the skeleton race and making my heart skip a beat on her last slide was phenomenal (and natural at that). It made me feel proud to be British.

However, British media ruined it for me. They have a way of making a teaspoon of sugar taste like a sickly bowl of honey.





Friday, 19 February 2010

I Love You Bro

I miss him.
I love him.
And I don't know if he knew that.







puerile

I can count the number of times my partner had chinese meal in the past year. This being the case, I decided to throw a tantrum and a lot of bargaining.

And Voila!



Guess who finished a bowl of noodle soup with sliced beef?

gucci




"I walked in like I was being chased by the go-buy-yourself-something-lovely police, stormed up to the counter, emptied out the contents of my bag with the words "I need to get this piece of crap out of my life. What have you got? and £560 later I was the proud owner of my first designer handbag.

I don't think there has been a day since that I haven't used it and I have not yet reached the point where I want to replace it with another one.

To me it isn't just a handbag, it's a symbol of a moment in my life where I could have something that I'd worked for. It made me feel proud. And of course, when the credit card bill arrived, the total meant nothing. As far as I was concerned, it was free."


DAWN PORTER and her thoughts on rationalising, the start of evolutionary addiction to "pretty expensive things" and a basic need of a woman.

Thursday, 18 February 2010

yes..... such a tease!

childhood

This is one of the very first songs I memorised in full.

It is so creepy to stumble upon it tonight.

pride

NAM is coming and I cannot wait to feed him with these!


bangers and mash with yorskire pudding



fish and chips



black pudding




treacle sponge pudding

Wednesday, 17 February 2010

hole



The Tube is old. The underground had its first section opening in 1863 and for nearly a decade, it has been my mode of transport to get around the city. I met people, both the fascinating and dregs of society.

Tube ride is commendable. It doesn't make you feel like stranger nor part a clique as evidenced by unforced, natural variety of its inhabitants. It takes your insecurities away of being alone and feeling vulnerable. It makes you feel comfortable in your own skin and allows tolerance to varying self expressions.

This hole is the best place to practise psychology. With the notion of individuality and amalgamation of human responses, behavioural analysis is free for direct scrutiny without the worry of obtaining consent. I'd say the woman in front of me is "mental" with her inappropriate responses to the people around her. The man standing is a pervert as he keeps on peeping through the plunging neckline of this unsuitably dressed teenager. The woman right at the end of the carriage is a "posh bird" with her designer labels and a pooch that gets more attention than her. She smiles wryly with her thoughts deliriously wanting to strangle the group of chinese tourists chattering in their language, pestering the frantic chihuahua. I am tempted to offer my seat to this lady reading a paperback novel by Charlotte Bronte, Jane Eyre, but willed myself not to as I have a lot more to blog.

I am glad I am not claustrophobic (although there is degree of that in me - immobile train in-between stations freak me out) and most of all, I am happy not to be anthropophobic. In fact, I thrive on their humanity. This must be the very modern definition of vampirism of this new age. I suck their essence for the good of my being.

dilemma

For once, I admit being wrong about my procrastination skill and the benefits I usually get out of it. Most people would say that I'm mad, for procrastination is a negative approach to productivity. But it has worked for me over the years; my university "exploits" in the past were satisfying in fact i.e. essay grades.

Last night, I tried to be more prompt and organised with the two modules I'm doing at King's (Principal Research and Teaching & Learning). Research seemed like a stubborn shrew. I just couldn't get my thoughts collected with the hifalutin terms and processes, as if understanding has abandoned me. For the first time, I felt fear.



I have few assignments due and with the forthcoming holiday abroad with my dearest friend (coming from USA), time and critical thinking are essential elements I need to keep within my control. However, both are tempestuous beasts that are hard to tame. It's overwhelming and I feel sick at the mere thought of even writing the first few words of my assignments. Is this sheer lack of motivation? Work pressures? Rationalising procrastination? Or am I just plain lazy?

Why can't I just blog it?

Serena - nail technician?





Serena is taking a 240-hour certification course in Palm Beach. Seriously, I don't know what opinion to process inside my head about this woman.....

go figure!

For once, I agree with NAM.

Joubert is hot
Lambiel is epitome of grace
Plushenko is precision
and Weir is..... "good" weird.

Tuesday, 16 February 2010

Raf Shaki!





PURE MADNESS!

super EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I CAN'T WAIT FOR SHAKIRA'S NEW VIDEO FOR "GYPSY"......

WHY?

RAFA NADAL IS IN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Part 1

This is just one of the many points that will be chronicled on this blog in the next few weeks or months or years with regards to my aims and wishes.

Ten Things I Need To Achieve Before I Die:

1. Visit Baguio and Palawan

2. Take my family on a trip abroad

3. Watch Olympics

4. Watch French Open, Australian Open and US Open

5. Go scuba diving

6. Finish my Masters (PhD is not appealing to me)

7. Visit two European countries per year

8. Visit Canada

9. Achieve a weight of 65 kg (was my weight 4 years ago)

10. Have all my loved ones together in the same space/place at the same time


Feasible but..... a lot of hard work.

Brrrrr......

Winter Olympics is so unpredictable. I won't pretend to be an all-knowing pundit of "winter sports" but there's one person that impressed me in this year's Olympics: SVEN KRAMER.



I shamefully admit that I tune in to Winter olympics for one reason and that is, FIGURE SKATING. But Kramer's 5000 m speedskating record is whoooooa.... unbelievable; just awe-inspiring.